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Hmm..... Been long since i last update my bloggie..... COZ my Fujitsu is down..... Arrrggghhhh...... And im like so disgusting...... Been procrastinating to hop down to Henderson Road to get her fix..... Baahhhh...... Blogging through my Bro's...... This week had been stressful but its over now....... And all hell break lose next week...... 2 midterms and 5 assignments DEADlines...... Woooootttt....... Orgasmic workload....... Im gonna get so high....... Deado....... _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, September 25, 2005 ~Today is nothing short of great. Thank you dearie~ Mink coming over to Singapore..... Wheeeee....... Hopefully, there wont be anymore miscommunication........ *Jumps in joy* _________________________________________________________________ Friday, September 23, 2005 Just came back from the badminton training..... M.I.A from training for quite a while and decided i should commit a little more to the team...... Didnt manage to get dinner before the training and only came to regret it afterwards...... Lotsa sprinting and jumping exercises and i almost puked after doing 5 sets of it...... Strokes kinda shitty...... Bahhh...... Had a great supper with the team and thanks Issey for the ride....... Done with "The Broker"........ Addictive read but not the best from Grisham...... Its still quite good i would say....... 8/10...... Currently with "Cry To Heaven" from Anne Rice...... My second try at it...... I tried reading that way back in secondary and i could not get past the first chapter...... Very descriptive and draggy...... Not really my kind but i will give it another shot...... ZzzzZZZzzzZZZz monster urging me to hibernate...... Cheerios peepz..... _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, September 20, 2005 Im just so grateful to God...... :> What a great day....... Its about 3am now and just back from a hectic day and a nice chilling session with my Puesto Avion brothers....... Two messages i brought home with me...... Two valuable valuable messages...... Though im quite sure that the brothers of Puesto Avion are not reading my blog but i will still dedicate this to them....... "Thank you bros for making such a crazy and hectic module seems so fun and enjoyable...... Though I may not get the A+ i hanker after through this module but I am so dead sure that at the end of the day, i will get something even more valuable than the results; The brotherhood we have fostered since the very first day. Once again I thank you Bros from the bottom of my heart." ~Proud Fraternity Member Of Puesto Avion~ For my beloved dearie, Natalie...... ~ Am always thankful to God, As you are by me, With your unwavering love. ~ Yet another lame Haiku...... But a shot from me..... Cut me some slacks yeah....... Night peepz........ _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, September 17, 2005 Bah bah bah...... Not a very good Saturday....... Been a while since i update yeah..... Lol...... Kinda busy........ First of all, like to thank Sue for sending me some of the precious moments during the Circle Experience..... Will photoblog them later......... Met up with the YEP peepz...... Great to catch up with peepz which i haven seen for awhile...... Jason that recently came back from Work And Travel, USA and Rachel that recently returned from Mars..... Hahaha....... Anyway Happy Birthday to Shu Mei, Shaun, Kah Sum and Jason....... :> Kinda turned off by the last minute kinda arrangement...... But i guess i still have to make an appearance as it seems that the Emo time frame had arrived....... Mid term cramming up my arse....... Week 6 will be kinda heavy...... Gotta take things as it comes....... Cheerios~~ ~Thanks for making my day a better one, Dearie~ _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, September 13, 2005 After being "novel-less" for a few days, i finally drag my arse into San's....... As usual, i did my fair share of shortlisting through the net....... "Kite Runner" and "Hour Game" was kinda decided...... Popped into San's and the first book i noted was "The Broker", Im really a sucker for Grisham...... Though i checked out "Hour Game" but i already knew what i wanted....... Its really just formalities reading the blurps of the shortlisted ones to sorta do justice to them...... F.T class kinda interesting today....... If going by the trainer's words, i do qualify as a gentleman based on my "performance" on my first date with Nat...... LOL...... Its really an interesting class...... I took solace with what the trainer said; "You do not need to be rich or good looking to get a girl, you just need to be well-mannered." I guess i certainly fall short on the first two criterion but at least i can bank on the mannerism factor yeah....... Cheerios all...... Peace out...... _________________________________________________________________ Isaiah 11:6 The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them. _________________________________________________________________ ~Animal Instinct, Cranberries~ Suddenly something has happened to me As I was having my cup of tea Suddenly I was feeling depressed I was utterly and totally stressed Do you know you made me cry Do you know you made me die And the thing that gets to me Is you’ll never really see And the thing that freaks me out Is I’ll always be in doubt It is a lovely thing that we have It is a lovely thing that we It is a lovely thing, the animal The animal instinct So take my hands and come with me We will change reality So take my hands and we will pray They won’t take you away They will never make me cry, no They will never make me die And the thing that gets to me Is you’ll never really see And the thing that freaks me out Is I’ll always be in doubt The animal, the animal, The animal instinct in me It’s the animal, the animal, The animal instinct in me It’s the animal, it’s the animal, It’s the animal instinct in me ~Animal Instinct, Cranberries~ _________________________________________________________________ A shocking experience i had at MINDS with my LTB group this afternoon....... Even though my prior experiences with working with intellectually disabled clients at Sundac had allowed myselfto understand and work better with the clients...... Today was a whole new slate for me....... I witnessed a client punching another client at the skull and the torso of it over and over again...... The blow was significantly heavy as i could hear the sound of the impact from the blow....... All seven of us was dumb founded and clueless of what we should do...... Should we stop or should we not?? Bear in mind that its not a normal scenario, if we cant handle it well and proper, it could very escalates into something much serious..... The bullying or teasing lasted for just a while and peace was restored....... Violence always leave something fearful deep within me....... Stigma hur hur..... I have no idea..... Just hope that i could deal with the scenario better if it arises yet again....... God bless them....... Had a great meeting with Puesto Avion...... Its always great to work with those wonderful buds...... Even though its long, tiring and mind taxing but we never fail to incorporate some elements which we epitomised; Fun, Joy and Laughter....... Great mates from Puesto Avion; Isaac, Wei Xiong, David, Alfred and Chong Heng....... Formal wear yet again for F.T...... 0830...... Arrrggghhhhh........ Just another long day yet again........ Cheerios peepz...... _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, September 11, 2005 ~He That Is Without Sin Among You, Let Him Cast A Stone At Her~ _________________________________________________________________ ~Waves~ Flickering of the cursor...... Silence....... What do they have in common?? Nothing...... So much work to do..... S.E really getting stressful...... Arrrggghhhh..... Burning my fuse short...... Sometimes stress really gets to ya...... I seldom feel it...... But tonight i felt that a little..... Work work work....... Stress is an unhealthy agent to the mind...... Kill kill kill like the bayonet exercise....... ~~Deado~~ _________________________________________________________________ Friday, September 09, 2005 Woooottt....... Suddenly addicted back to my first love; Cranberries....... Not the berries from the plant but rather an old school band yeah...... Old tracks ruleZ yeah...... Completed "Blinded" by Stephen White...... Other than the author's style of writing, theres really nothing much to brat about from the novel...... Oh well, it could be a satisfying read on a lazy Saturday....... 6/10......... Third installation of "Left Behind", Bangkok Eight Series, John Grisham once again??? Could be any of those for my next novel...... But life is full of surprises....... It can very well be something else once ya enter into a world of books in a humongous store like Kino or Borders...... Even San's made it hard for me....... Oh well, lets see yeah...... For ya, Anna; Sometimes certain things seem too good to be true...... But ya know what, sometimes it prolly is...... For ya, Jia Hui; The vaguely possible yeah...... Meaning its possible...... "Even the faintest of flame from the smallest of wick lights the room brightly casting beautiful and unimaginable shadow" Kekeke... Been long since i used metaphors on my blog and since we are both cryptic bloggers, I especially used one for ya...... Flame == Hope, Wick == Self, Shadow == Result...... Been slacking on the physical aspect of my well being after the Real Run...... Haven been exercising since then...... Bahhh...... Quoting from Andy; Wimp x 2...... Lol...... Speaking of Andy, I really gotta thank Andy...... Bud, ya know what im talking here if ya happen to read this...... :> Kekekeke...... T.A consultation right now and yet not a single soul fleet his/her arse right into the rectangular room occupied by two smiley T.As; Castor and me...... Lol..... Easy life hur hur...... Boredom induces long entries on blog...... Peace out....... :> _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, September 08, 2005 Sigh~~~ Is Clingy really gotta leave ???? _________________________________________________________________ ~Empty, Cranberries~ Something has left my life And I don’t know where it went to Somebody caused me strife And it’s not what I was seeking. Didn’t you see me, didn’t you hear me Didn’t you see me standing there Why did you turn out the lights Did you know that I was sleeping Say a prayer for me Help to feel the strength I did My identity has been taken Is my heart breaking on me All my plans fell though my hands They fell though my hands on me In my dreams it suddenly seems Empty ~Empty, Cranberries~ One of the great song from Cranberries...... Kick ass stuff..... :> _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, September 06, 2005 Life been busy busy busy hur hur...... Its been long since i blogged about my novels...... "Blinded" kinda stuck with me for quite some time and im about to finish it...... Its almost ending and Sterling hadnt really come alive...... Just gotta read on to find out....... Two interesting paragraphs from the book...... Stephen White had an unique way of writing..... Crude but sometimes hilarious epitomized through the character Sam...... Here goes; "Certainly not a God who gave a hoot whether Notre Dame beat Michigan. My old man once told me that if God cares who wins a football game while people are starving in Africa, we can all just give up. That hell on earth is just round the corner. My old man was not a genius, far from it, but he got that right." ~Sam, Page 404, Blinded~ "'I forgot to turn my phone back on. Damn.' I hit the little on button, and the phone came alive and immediately started probing the atmosphere for a cell tower to mate with. Once the slutty little thing had finished getting intimate with some new anonymous electric partner, I checked my voicemail" ~Sam, Page 424, Blinded~ Not bad a read till now..... Ratings soon...... Cheerios peepz....... _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, September 04, 2005 ~God touched me today~ _________________________________________________________________ Back from Dawn's party...... Uniform theme..... Kinda cool hur hur...... It has been years since i wore a school uniform...... Lol..... So its kinda refreshing...... Kudos to LN who lent me the AJ's attire...... Once again, Happy Birthday Dawn..... Seen many peepz from my past..... Met Rizal on the train, Jun Jun at the Bash..... Its just so nice to talk about our childhood....... Best time of my life........:P Met up with Calvin, Chee Keong, Chunwei and Wahono, Poh Ling whom joined us slightly later...... Lol...... Just like the good old days hur hur....... Feel so good to whack some balls...... Shiok...... Thank you dudes...... Really miss ya guys..... :> Went for the Freshmen Bash yesterday too........ Paid $12 to be seen........ Thats the main idea of it....... Its too crowded to have any fun at all...... Initially i had great hopes for the night when the GSR 8 peepz managed to get hold of a decent spot with a table..... Alas it was reserved and we were chased away...... It was bad thereafter...... Left at 1145pm to send Nat back....... Yesh, you didnt read that wrong..... 1145pm...... Thats how bad the night was....... To round it up as an atrocious bash...... Theres this lass guarding the entrance liked a blood hound to add salt to the wound....... As Nat and i was leaving the place liked how we entered, this "Door Bitch" shot us a "Where Do You Think Y'all Going?".......... Its really rude....... In a fit of anger and impulse, i reply with a nasty "Bitch Lah" when i turned and left from another exit...... She could have easily manage a decent instruction like "Hey guys, the exit over this way"....... But instead she chose the former style........ Oh well........ Maybe she had a tough night but that doesnt warrant the authority to be rude huh...... Bahhhh...... Nat was like fuming too..... Lol...... Alright gonna shower before sleeping...... Morning service then mugging tomorrow with Nat....... Cheerios..... ~I felt incredibly happy when we sang the "Because I Love You"........ Sweeeeeeeetttttt La La La~ _________________________________________________________________ Friday, September 02, 2005 Matthew 5:5 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. _________________________________________________________________ Lmao.... Im influenced by Isaac..... Im in love with this song..... :P ~Emotions, Samantha Sang~ It's over and done but the heartache lives on inside And who's the one you're clinging to instead of me tonight? And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You never see me fall apart In the words of a broken heart It's just emotion that's taken me over Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul But if you don't come back Come home to me, darling You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight Goodnight I'm there at your side, I'm part of all the things you are But you've got a part of someone else You've got to find your shining star And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You never see me fall apart And where are you now, now that I need you? Tears on my pillow wherever you go I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean You never see me fall apart In the words of a broken heart It's just emotion that's taken me over Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul But if you don't come back Come home to me, darling You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight In the words of a broken heart It's just emotion that's taken me over Tied up in sorrow, lost in my soul But if you don't come back Come home to me, darling You know that there'll be nobody left in this world to hold me tight Nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight Goodnight Goodnight ~Emotions, Samantha Sang~ _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, September 01, 2005 Sliding under the law of gravity........ Free falling...... Drifting like my mandarin surname....... In C.A.T class now..... Feeling real restless..... The reason behind is really something which remains like the black hole...... Do everyone get that once in a while??? Did somebody curse me or something....... Suddenly feeling like the android in the movie which i have forgotten the title........ I have everything going for me....... Yet im feeling quite the opposite right now...... Such a weird guy i am...... Freakish yeah...... :< _________________________________________________________________ Shagedelic...... Project meeting ended at 1000pm and its only the second week of school..... Wooot..... SMU life hur hur..... All da best to Seng Chye on his OBS...... Jiayou..... Feeling kinda guilty towards Gladys as i couldnt really comfort or help her as i was caught up in the meeting..... Take it easy yeah, Sis...... A nice guy will soon come along to pick up the broken pieces..... :> Pardon the gibberish below; Scale, scale, scale....... Tipped Cold, cold, cold....... Iceberg Cranky, cranky, cranky...... Loose Screw Oh so crazy....... Bahhhh...... Cheerios...... Night peepz......... _________________________________________________________________ |
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