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Sunday, October 26, 2008

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

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posted at 26.10.08 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I thought about many things...... However, it is kinda hard to put all those thoughts into words coherently....... Confused...... Personal life is in a mess right now...... Pretty much a scrambled world...... Hopefully, my career and family life will/must be a blueprint world......

Career Goals
Long Term Goal:

- GO Program - 3rd Year in Shell (Relocation to another Shell location for 2 years)
- MBA - 5th Year in Shell (US/UK if sponsored else Insead)
- Shell's DMC - 7th Year in Shell (Shell's Downstream Management Consultancy)

Short Term Milestones:

- Achieve an IPF which is above average consistently
- Received positive quarterly feedback consistently (The first one is, Yay!!!)

Personal Goals

Personal goals should actually be pretty much smooth sailing till it backfires on me...... I always think that the timing screw us up........ What if she started work earlier, what if, what could, what should....... Bahhh...... Relocation, married, have kids...... Watertight plan turns haywire.......

"When fates hands you a lemon, make lemonade".......

Just gotta learn from it...... And grow up.......

There are actually alot alot alot of things I will want to achieve however it will be too long to list it all down.......
Family Goals
- I want my parents and siblings to be healthy and happy
Personal, Family, Career....... I want to handle all three well....... Easier said than done and there's always a tradeoff...... Recent incidents have shown that I didnt manage it well enough...... You can't have the cake and eat it too......
Enough rambling...... Gotta go back to my books...... Have a good one, people......

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posted at 14.10.08 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, October 07, 2008

BCP..... Wootttt..... Being forced to work from home tomorrow...... So I will just enjoy the comfort of blasting favourite songs looking at the not-so-nice-looking spreadsheets.....

Im supposed to blog about the 4 heavy bulky Dove moisturizer that were left on my desk by Ms Cheryl Ng...... Initially I thought it was a gift from HR because I received a pair of free movie vouchers, so naturally I linked the 4 mystery dove bottles to HR as well..... Assuming that it is part of the appreciation gifts for helping them with SMU recruitment drive......

Those bottles could have been given to Anil or Behdad but thankfully Cheryl messaged me in time to tell me that those are hers....... LOL....... It was quite funny when Anil and Behdad was wondering why HR will get these bottles as gift......

Had the longest chat with Cheryl over dinner and dessert....... It was great...... Talking about random topics...... Got me thinking of the old days...... I met Rina during the dinner, haven seen her for aons....... Good to see her again but we didnt catch up much...... Oh well......

I bumped into Wei Ling, Jia Min and Debbie in freaking Tampines MRT station..... Gosh..... Of all places, I actually managed to bump into all three of them at the same time....... Hahahaha...... It's like some Ambassador gathering man....... Awesome......

The last few weeks had been great as well...... F1 event was a tremendous experience...... I will let the pictures do the talking once I get it from Cheryl, Sean and Zeng Wee......

There's also Ed's birthday last week...... Held it at Iguana and then at Attica for a sequel...... Got him gulping down the most horrendous shots ever possible....... LOL..... But that bugger can hold quite abit so his suffering was prolonged with alot of other concocted poison....... It doesn't help when he is challenging us to make him drunk....... But it was still great fun with the Sunday soccer peepz plus the gals even though Attica is such a horrible venue.......

Coldplay; "The Hardest Part"
"The hardest part is letting go, not taking part"....... For the many facets of life, this statement holds darn blardy true...... Its so much easier to get your entire ass into something than to restrain yourself from actually doing it...... Awesome song.....

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posted at 7.10.08 _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, October 04, 2008

Its like Bucephalus...... Its hard to rein it in....... Charging charging charging........

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posted at 4.10.08 _________________________________________________________________
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