Friday, October 29, 2004

Hmm........ Got a shock from dad last evening when he told me second uncle passed away. It was real sudden. Life really unexpectable. Sigh~~~

This weekend gotta be dead busy. Gotta help out in the funeral and also gotta rush the deadlines of AS and IS. Crappy~~~

Bah~~~ I gotta hold out till Wed....... Thats the D-Day........
Godspeed......

posted at 29.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, October 28, 2004

Hmmm.......... Boss starts bidding on November 1....... And im still quite blur about this goddarn system......

Bah...... I need a good timetable....... I dont wanna get 0830 classes.......

Godspeed.......

posted at 28.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Woot...... Finished Naruto and Initial D.......

Anime just so fascinating. Initial D fourth stage sorta lose its appeal to me compared to the previous three stages. I have no idea why this but i just feel that way. Naruto never fail to invoke emotions within me. Its really darn darn good.

Finally a chance for a breather after IS101 submission. I really freakin hate that module. School been wrecking some of the routines which i have before. Not jogging and reading as much as before other than textbooks. Arrrggghhhh....... Its bad........ I wanna healthy lifestyle.

Bah...... Gonna read the law philosophy thingy later. Hope its gonna be interesting like what Prof said.......

Begone earthling......
*Poof

posted at 26.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, October 25, 2004

Sigh~~~ Why is my family so screwed up?? Why is the basis of the family revolves around money, money and more money rather than love,kinship and concern??

I feel this more and more especially when i finally thought im much mature and actually start thinking about the relationship between my family.

It sucks and it hurts whenever i think about it.

Every questions and "concern" seems to have a hidden message embedded. And its done so blatantly that it aint called hidden anymore.

Hey mum, i might be going to Cambodia for YEP( Youth Expedition Project). I thought i could be shower with praise as im there for a worthy cause; to help out the folks in living hell out in Cambodia. Instead the comments i got back was so hurtful and discouraging. I though Sis could have understand it but she was too, oblivious to the cause of this.

Sigh~~~ i had this conversation with Bro before about bridging the mindset of the family. It a vast difference we have here. Extreme ends on the polarity. I wish Bro back from Japan. At least his the only soul mate i regarded and respected. Its only him that could see through the material and superficial layer. How pathetic........... One outta four........ Sucks real bad.........

Sigh~~~

posted at 25.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, October 21, 2004

Haha....... Estelle mentioned to me that im actually a very straight forward/direct person. Lol....... Estelle, your the first ever to tell me this. Haha....... Her statement actually made me come to realise this traits of mine. Lol...... It also puzzled me that why after so many years before anyone mentioned this to me. Probably all the peepz know the fact that half the time im sprouting gibberish.......... Anyway thanks yah Estelle......... *Wink wink*

Hmm......... Was slacking with Hui Ying and JH during a long break. Its seems to me that the school work load seems to be driving the last mojo out of them. Especially JH........ So haggard and stress...... Ooops, did i say haggard....... Wahahahaha........ It kinda scare me a little about my next term when im gonna do Block A........ Bah........ But seriously i dont feel really comfortable looking at how stress can "kill" someone....... Its really a repulsive feeling....... Hmm maybe too strong a word but thats probably the word that apt enough to describe.

"Playing Russian Roulette With A Fully Loaded Gun"
Woot, cool phrase........

posted at 21.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, October 18, 2004

Arrrggghhh........ Why must everyone conform to the society? Sometimes i really felt enslaved by it. Idealism vs Putting Rice Bowl On Your Dining Table. For most cases, the latter will compromise in the pursuit of the former. And thats sucks big time.......

Do you reap what you sow? Yes, for most cases. But when it hits ya one time or another in the forms of exceptions. You tend to distrust this entire crappy belief system that had imbued in ya since ya started using the mind. Then ya tends to slack off and allow yourself to fade away and it goes around in a vicious cycle.

Ugly Singaporean. I really hate them and they pisses me off like no one do. Its the little little amount of consideration that you could commit just by letting your seats to the elderly, by moving back towards the end of a bus or not leaning on a "God Damn" pole thats meant for support. Why cant they see that they are not the only commuter around. Grrrrr.........

Arrrrgggghhhhh. Im just typing as my thought commands me. It may not be coherent and its not meant to be. Bah......... The blog sometimes serve as a therapeutic channel for me just to blabber.

Im stressed, damned and so so dead....... Arrrgggghhhh.......
Perhaps Hari-Kiri could end it for me yeah........ Bah........

Saint Peter or Mr Yam??

posted at 18.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, October 17, 2004

Been freakin busy....... Arrggghhhh........
Can a day be 48 hours instead......
Geez......

"Strength Can Move Mountains But Faith Can Move Civilizations"

Cool hur...........

posted at 17.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Lol...... Just saw this scene on some drama mama series.......

Guy walk gal home. At the doorstep, both seems hesitant to part then gal pops a question; "Wanna come in for a cup of coffee".

Maybe im sick or perverted but somehow i always think this leads to sex. Lol........ But seriously why "a cup of coffee"?? Why not "my pipe burst, can you fixed it" or "I need help with my computer, there seems to be a virus" or something along that line.

Bah....... So if by any chance anyone happens to be a script writer, you could probably think about my options offered because im really quite sick of "Do you wanna come in for a drink/coffee".

Gibberish Cock Ray........
Cheerios........

posted at 13.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, October 11, 2004

Hmm........ Ray is a superficial bastard....... Period........

Bah.......

posted at 11.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, October 10, 2004

BGS Mid Term: week 9
BGS Group (Presentation): week 12
BGS Group (Report): week 14

AS Individual: week 11
AS Group: week 12

IS 101 Individual: week 11
IS 101 Presentation: week 13

IS 200: Unknown

Hmm.......... Judging by the deadlines........ Week 11 and 12 would be the hell week for me........
Grrrr.......
Lifeless October and November............

And lady luck please smile on me tomorrow for my BGS mid term........ I buy you a rose k......
*Wink wink.......

posted at 10.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Friday, October 08, 2004

Met Calvin, Chunwei and Wenpei for dinner at Newton Circus. Woot, had quite a feast over there. Haven see Wenpei for quite a while now. Its always nice to meet them for some crapping session. T14C really one of the best class i ever had all my life. Too bad that not everyone accounted for. YY,CK, Wahono and Esther could not make it for this outing. Woot....... Else it would be an even more meaningful and crazy session.

Arrrgggghhhh....... School term starting. Time to meet some crazy deadlines real soon. Death knell sounding hur hur.........

Mugger God....... Please possessed me.........
Must switch to mugger mode already.......

Deado.......

posted at 8.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, October 07, 2004

Bahhhh....... My freaking entry got wasted while publishing. What luck......

Arrrgggghhhh........

posted at 7.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Bah...... Futsal had ended liked 2 days ago. Stinks real bad for the semi game. Was leading throughout the game and held it till the dying minutes. Then a equalizer came out from no where. Scored a goal in the extra time but was ruled against it. I was quite surprised by the call from the referee. It was really really a bad call. Eventually the opponent grabbed the winner. That goal sort of affected the entire team morale and the stinky luck followed us till the third fourth when we threw a two goal lead.

Bah...... Thats life....... Sometimes everything just turned against ya....... Anyway i had fun so thanks to Anna, Inzati, Xiao Hui, Xue Ling, Corina, De Chao, Ed and LN.......... We will strike again next time pals.......

Headed down to Kane Kane's apartment after those futsal and netball games. The freaking 8 pages essay kinda mind numbing. Its not as easy as it seems. Made slight progress though and hopefully we would finished it by the next meeting. Bah...... And i made instant noodles for Joey, Li Qin, Ker Choon and Kane Kane.......... Bah...... Hey ya four peepz....... Be grateful, be very grateful........ Bahahaha........ Because as far as i can recall in my life, this is the very first time i made instant noodles for anyone......... And i was named "Maria" by them...... Grrrrr........

Been watching the Naruto anime all this while........ Its freaking freaking good. Been watching it day and night...... It made me guilty of not accomplishing the tasks which i set out to do....... Arrrggghhhh, Im damned.......

Deado.......


posted at 6.10.04 _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, October 02, 2004

Arrrggghhhh....... Hangover sucks...... Puked twice when im in school playing the netball tournament with Anna, LN, De Chao and Corina. Bahahaha...... We cant shoot for nuts. Yeah...... That resulted in defeat for both our games. Bahahaha....... Luckily the futsal tournament compensated for it. We drew one, won one and got through to the semis. Woot...... We kicked ass...... Hail to Edmund, LN, Anna, Xiao Hui, De Chao and Inzati....... Spurn one damn good chance, :<>......

Bah....... After the futsal tournament yesterday and craved for some cold hard beer hence decided to go Zouk with one big gang of peepz from the BGS, CT, AS mates....... Yeah...... Its really a big gang over 15 peepz....... Its been a while since i got wasted, lol..... Drank lotsa beer and some Long Island Tea...... Im dead high but not to the pissed drunk state yet. But i did puked a few times during the night. I blabbered lotsa craps too. Lol........

Met these two Irish guys in there. Father and son combi touring Asia. Woot....... How cool that sounds....... Dad smoked Marijuana at 53....... Woot...... Hippie dad....... Im gonna be one myself....... Woot.........

Sarah got quite high herself too and she seems very conscious of herself. Hmm...... That sort of got me thinking a bit. Ignored the glare of others gal....... Just be true and have fun...... :>

Suzanna tempted me with another two outings. Arrrggghhh....... Wed at Coco Latte(Spelt this way???) and Sat at Double O....... Im gonna restrain a bit yeah...... Been clubbing alot lately......

Really crapped alot last night and i hope i did not get other peepz irritated to take care of a waste drunkard...... Gee hee hee....... And yeah pals...... So thanks for the fun and putting up with my crapzzz.......

posted at 2.10.04 _________________________________________________________________