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Monday, August 29, 2005

~Its interesting how my attention can fixate on a gal thats twiddling with her feet, trying to pick out food thats stuck on her braces and adopting a very auntie stance. There can only be one~

posted at 29.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, August 28, 2005

Went for the New Balance real run..... Woot...... The aftermath of it is triple 'S'..... Sleepy, Shag and Shiok.......

The sand's a bitch though...... Pushing my mental to the limit......... Puked a little at the finishing point....... Bahhh......

Sent Nat for her choir session before sleeping my way back from the West........

Wheeeeee........ Cleared most of my stuff...... Stuff are starting to flood in....... Adrenalin pumping hur hur...... School starting to get interesting hur hur.......

Going for the evening service at Wesley......
Cheerios......

posted at 28.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


Deep Deep~

posted at 28.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, August 27, 2005

kha rak pra yesu,
lerk long nai jai kha
kha rak pra yesu,
lerk long nai jai kha

rak pra ong lerk lerk,
long long,
lerk long nai jai kha

rak pra ong lerk lerk,
long long,
lerk long nai jai kha

Kekekeke....... Nice...... :>

posted at 27.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wheeeee....... School started........
Gonna start shifting my gears soon..... Still in first drive......

My aim for this semester:

S.E: A+
Networking: A
LTM: Pass
C.A.T: A-
F.T: B+
Intro Econs: B+

Lol..... Pretty insane hur..... Need that Dean's list pretty bad...... Almost almost there.... Arrggghhh......

Looking back at the milestones of this summer;

1> Went Genting with David and LN
2> Started the four months stint with Exel
3> Fall in love
4> Orientation Camp
5> Holiday in Chengdu, China with Fab 5 + 1
6> Bintan Trip with GSR - 8
7> Convocation

Thats about it hur hur....... What a summer!!!

posted at 24.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

Ecclesiastes 2:11

Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind; nothing was gained under the sun.

posted at 24.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, August 23, 2005


SMU Crazy Peepz~

posted at 23.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


Facils and Freshies~

posted at 23.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


Section 2 Facils...... Rawks~~~~

posted at 23.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

~
Heavy stuff hur hur....... But its kinda nice to talk........

:>
~

posted at 23.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, August 22, 2005

~I Will Follow You Into The Dark, Death Cab For Cutie~

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangcock to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon

The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

~I Will Follow You Into The Dark, Death Cab For Cutie~

Romantic in a morbid way hur hur...... Nice song..... :>

posted at 22.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, August 20, 2005

Work had officially end for me over at Exel...... Bitter sweet hur hur......
Leaving Exel after my four months stint == :> + :<

Caught Wedding Crasher with Nat, Chloe, Joseph and Bird........ Lmao...... The show really cracks me....... The dining scene when Vince Vaughan was given a hand job is a real killer....... His expression is darn hilarious......

A good laugh ensured........ :>

Nat fallen prey once again to whatever ache that a homo serpian could possibly ache from...... Bahhh...... Once again, the dad persona of me surfaced..... Lol..... Never in my life had i been that way..... Love could really do wonders hur hur........

18th......

Cloud nine when i received the imperial edict...... Was real sweet..... Thanks...... :>
Chatted about lotsa stuff..... Or rather im the one that does most of the talking....... Keke..... :P

"......... but you could have easily find a girl."

I think thats what you said to me or something along that line........ It may been true in a certain sense......

~
But its definitely not easy to find a girl thats willing to:

cook minestrone soup for me.
listen attentively to crap and laugh at my senseless jokes.
appreciate my cold humour.
tolerate at my insensitivity and nonsense.
appreciate the little little things that i did.


The list could just go on forever.......
And the most important thing is the willingness to love......
And i thank God for her........

Happy 2
~

The past three days had been great for me...... Happy like bird...... La la la......
:>

Convocation tomorrow........ Gotta ZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzz
Night bloggie........

posted at 20.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Baahhh......

While waiting for the bus to arrive after work...... Three chimneys encircled around me and blew clouds in my face...... Arrrggghhhh..... What a torture......

Annie running a fever...... Speedy recovery yeah, Annie..... :>

Wooott.....
What a chapter...... Learnt so much and i will exercise it consciously and conscientiously ...... So happy..... :>
What a fulfilling read.....

Kinda slow on "Blinded" but its gaining steam...... Getting interesting hur hur.......

posted at 16.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

While visiting a prison in Potsdam, King Frederick William I listened to a number of pleas for pardon. All the inmates swore that prejudiced judges, perjured witnesses, or unscrupulous lawyers were responsible for their imprisonment. From cell to cell the same story of wronged innocence continued.

But at one cell the inmate had nothing to say.
Surprised, Frederick joked, "I suppose you are innocent too."

"No your Majesty," the man answered, "I am guilty and richly deserve all that I get."

The king turned to the guard and called out loudly, "Come and release this rascal quickly, before he corrupts this fine lot of innocent people."

posted at 16.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, August 15, 2005

Hebrews 9:22

In fact, the law requires that nearly everything be cleansed with blood, and without the shedding of blood there is no forgiveness.

posted at 15.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


Clingy just so cute...... Love him to bits......

posted at 15.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

Sports Day...... Wootttt........

Went to gym and then proceed to swim with Nat...... Somehow the gym session reminds me of army days...... Haha...... Kinda nice in a way.......

~Shocker of the day~

Nat's parents are both runners....... Goshhhh...... I couldnt believe my ears when Auntie, Nat and me were chatting about it when Auntie was driving us to the stadium...... Lol...... Then what happen to Nat???? Lol....... Just kidding...... :P

Caught Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...... Kinda nice in some ways but plot wise kinda boring...... One thing for sure though, Johhny Depp's performance real solid....... Two thumbs up for him........

Darn the TA meeting........ Lmao....... Its hilarious....... Wakakakaka...... Its just so funny that im still laughing at the thought of it during the bus ride to school...... Goshh...... Anyway, just darn that meeting...... Wakakakka.......

La La La....... :P

~Lol, You evil thing..... Still gloating at it when i left...... :P~

posted at 15.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, August 14, 2005

~I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever~

Over the mountains and the sea,
Your river runs with love for me,
and I will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free.
I'm happy to be in the truth,
and I will daily lift my hands:
for I will always sing of when
Your love came down. [Yeah!]

I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever,
I could sing of Your love forever.

Oh, I feel like dancing -
it's foolishness I know;
but, when the world has seen the light,
they will dance with joy,
like we're dancing now.

posted at 14.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

Hahaha...... Convo briefing kinda bored yesterday...... Was just yakking away with Sebas and KC......

But the day after that was great........ Had a nice lunch with the Section 2 facils...... We are kinda late boomer hur hur...... Getting closer only after the camp........ But they always make great company...... Real nice...... Hang out more peepz.......

Bought the convo attire with the help of Sue...... So here goes Sue...... Thanks...... :>
Will show ya on the Convocation itself.......

Caught the games at LN's....... Kinda boring though....... Bahhh..... Lame Yobo gave the game away....... Kinda turn off......

Fulfilling Sunday........

The old lady simply epitomize cheerfulness...... Amazing...... Lol..... And i always tease Nat to be like that too when shes old....... Lmao..... The images of her bunning up her grey streaks and being so happy....... What a sight........ :P

Went for lunch at Aji-Sen Ramen after the service before sending her to Hermes.......

Slept through the day and prolly gonna jog later..........

~La Cube~

posted at 14.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Friday, August 12, 2005

Isaiah 35:5, 6

Then will the eyes of the blind be opened and the ears of the deaf unstopped.

Then will the lame leap like a deer, and the mute tongue shout for joy. Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert.

posted at 12.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

La Cube.........

Wheeeee......... Im back from the Bintan trip......... What a blast........ :>

The bungalow in which we stayed in real cool........ We even have our own personal pool overlooking the sea........ Wakakaka.......

We had our own pool side party everynight....... Blasting our own music, holding up a glass of alcohol while submerging into the nice chilly pool, filling the place with laughter and joy........ Woooottt........ What do ya call this?? I say this is life........

Didnt really filled this trip with activities......... Its really a very spontaneous kinda arrangement........ We just did what we felt like doing........ Even lazing around felt great........

Some memorable times/events during this trip.........

1> Nat fell sick....... Poor girl........ Took me two days to nurse her back....... Heart pain, heart pain..... :<> The lone jog around the island....... I explore the island on a morning jog....... Exhilarating!
3> Poolside parties with the gang....... Thats prolly the activity which i loved the most........
4> The beach.......
5> Bubble bath....... Lol......
6> The couch......
7> Driving around in the buggy.......

All in all....... I really enjoy myself........ Great place, great companies........ I love it....... :>

Kudos to Chloe, John, Adrian G, Wei Xiong, Zhiqin, Alvin, Adrian Zhuang, Serene, Keith, Bird and of course dearie, Nat........

~This trip wouldnt be the same without ya, dearie. Thank you so much~

posted at 12.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, August 07, 2005

Arrrggghhhh.......

Uber burnt....... My face as red as a drunkard....... Lol..... Got it for helping the IS camp as being a game master......

Felt quite bad towards Nat as i asked her to come along but didnt have time to accompany her...... Was slightly irritated as well....... Bahhh...... Fortunately, there were Bird and Chloe there for her.........

La la la la.......

Great day....... Had brekkie with Nat at Mos...... Lol...... Chatted over lotsa stuff....... Real nice.......
Attended the service over at Wesley........ Kinda cool....... Two of the songs were great...... So soothing and nice...... Tinge of tranquility felt there........ :>

Lmao...... During the service, we browsed through the Wesley weekly and found a seminar or event that guides on financial planning and stuff....... Lmao...... So much in line for both Nat and me, as moments ago we were lamenting how miserably broke we both are......... Lol.....
Give it a thought hur, Nat..... Maybe we should both go, im serious...... ~Wink~

Gotta apologise to KC here for flying the aeroplane...... Lol....... Was real sleepy...... Kekeke..... And the dinner appointment was kinda early to allow me to sleep my fill...... Will organize again yeah...... :p

The LTM briefing timing kinda shitty...... Think i gonna bring my PS2 along with my baggages to the briefing...... Its gonna be darn rush if done otherwise...... Oh well......... So be it...... :>

Wheeeee........ Bintan for the next four days....... Looking forward to it since weeks ago....... :>

~Four days, four days it is, dearie....... Finally its here........~

posted at 7.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

Romans 7:18

I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.

posted at 7.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

The story is told of an arranged marriage in Taiwan between U Long and a young woman named "Golden Flower." When U Long lifted the veil from his bride after the ceremony, he was shocked and disgusted. The woman's face had been scarred by smallpox.

After that, U Long had as little to do with his wife as possible. She tried her best to make him happy; she worked hard at home, hoping her husband would eventually accept her. But he remained coldly indifferent to all her expressions of affection. Golden Flower lived almost like a widow.

After twelve years of this sham marriage, U Long began to lose vision in both eyes. A doctor told him he would go completely blind if he didn't have a cornea transplant. But the operation was expensive and there was a long waiting list.

Golden Flower began to work long hours in the evening making straw hats for extra money. One day, U Long was informed that someone's cornea had been made available after an accident. He rushed to the hospital to have the operation.

After he had recovered, he grudgingly decided to see his wife so he could thank her for raising the money. When he turned her bowed head so she could look at him, U Long gasped. She stared at him with sightless, blank eyes, the cornea gone. Overcome with emotion, he sank at her feet and sobbed.

And then for the first time in their marriage he whispered her name: Golden Flower.

posted at 7.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Friday, August 05, 2005

Revelation 16:17

The seventh angel poured out his bowl into the air, and out of the temple came a loud voice from the throne, saying, "It is done!"

posted at 5.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

About 2500 years ago a group of Greek philosophers discussed the question,
"What is the briefest possible definition of man?"

Plato suggested: "Man is a two-legged animal."

Another philosopher, however, exposed this definition's limitations by fetching a rooster.
He held it up and said, "Behold Plato's man!"

They pondered in silence a few moments until one of the thinkers exclaimed,

"I have it! Man is a religious animal."

posted at 5.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, August 04, 2005

~~News Flash~~

A minor tremor occurs at La La Land and suspected to be triggered by a statement induced by groggy mind.......

It measured 2.2 on the scale and reported no casualties.......

Other than another minor tremor triggered by a "sianz-ess" incident which move the plates about a month ago..... This is the next minor tremor......

However, this tremor leave one of the villagers on La La Land real upset and lousy the entire morning....... Lol...... Apparently NatRayish Network reported that theres only two villagers residing in a hut over at the knoll on La La Land........

Rescue work commences when the rescue team finally picked up the call at around 1.16pm after a last minute rescue message and a phone call was placed.......

Only after then, the villager turned from a golem to zombie........ The villager appears to be in absolute agony....... Feeling slightly better after the rescue work that revamp abit of the hut.....

Hopefully, after this news flash, a smile from the other villager, prefably some hugs and kisses to throw in and some communication back to the couple would bring life back into the old peasant......

Peasant Ray Yap was quoted in a language known as "NatRayish";

"Epoh siht gnirb a elims ot ruoy ytterp ecaf"

Till then...... Channel NatRayAsia

Reporter Ah Yap K.S signing out.......

posted at 4.8.05 _________________________________________________________________

5am......... Wheeeeee........

Midnight entries always draw the most cranky and erratic part of me.........
Not much of an idea to write either........ Just cruising along what my mind advocates........

Arrrgghhhhh........ 2 hours more and i gotta prepare for work......... Real sucky.........

Gaaahhhh......... Hate working....... So so so prefer schooling days...........

Other than the monetary compensation, theres really nothing to look forward to the working life........

Just wanna row my boat with that someone and have a good read........... :P
I found her......... :P

Ciaozzz...........

posted at 4.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, August 03, 2005

~Yawn~
Cooped myself at home after work...... Plonked myself onto the bed and finished the "Tribulation Force".
Was kinda cool until the romance part kicked in....... Kinda anti-climatic if ya ask..........

Lol......... Next book would be the third installment of the series.......
Gonna head down to San's to see whether they have it though........

A quote i like from the novel;

"This millenium old account reads as fresh to me as tomorrow's newspaper"

~Buck, "Tribulation Force"~

Dad kinda fell in love with Clingy..... Teasing and playing with him more than ever..... Its so hilarious to see the other side of dad..... :>

Gotta drag my arse to work........ Really dreading work....... Arrrggghhhh...... Its almost ending, hold out yah.........

Badminton training after that....... Looking forward to training......... :>

Sha sha sha!!!

posted at 3.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Wooott......... Great jog with Wei Xiong......... Hahaha........ Talked about lotsa stuff during the 6km jog........ Really nice jogging and chatting partner........

Do it again, bud......... :)

Im real sleepy after work and jog......... :P

Night peepz........

~3 More Days~

posted at 2.8.05 _________________________________________________________________ Monday, August 01, 2005


~~Vainpots~~

~
When a man loves a woman......

The grand father clock dont just ticks down or wind down,
It just magically turn into a digital clock showing the time when you are suppose to leave when you are with her......

You risked rampaging down everyone along the way just to see her a minute more.......

~

posted at 1.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


Whose Da Gal????

posted at 1.8.05 _________________________________________________________________


La La La La~~

posted at 1.8.05 _________________________________________________________________
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