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Got this really cool URL from Sue's blog..... Didnt really know what is the basis of the calculation...... Oh well..... My blog is worth $2258.16........ Anyway, friends that read my previous entry and shown care and concern towards me....... Im really touched and moved....... Thank you so much, gals and guy....... Lol...... Quoting from Jiahui; Everyone is happy and shiny...... Or along that line...... Bahhh...... Ya guys get the picture...... One of my pal won a IPOD Nano by standing 6 hours on one leg while the other is always suspended in the air...... What a feat..... He got the entire GSR 8 clan behind him...... Way to go...... Gratz Wei Siong...... Respect to the fullest...... :> _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, October 26, 2005 I realised a really uncanny thing about myself..... I always seems to hurt others and myself based on just what i say and not what i really feel..... It has happened so many times till i really feel drained...... Im really a smooth, crude, lewd, cranky and flirtatious style of communicator...... I do it to the effect of making people laugh, entertain and to communicate...... Apparently, it doesnt work for some...... Ive tried but sometimes its really very restraining to not be myself....... Hence i sometimes say the most hurtful stuff....... Friends do not take it to mind and i only do it to friends...... They will rebuked me, bicker back and at the end of the day, we will all laugh together...... Hence, no matter how people insult me, i will not take it to heart....... The only thing i do not crack jokes about is heritage, parents, religion etc..... Some illustrations of what i meant by what i say does not equate to what i feel; I always joked that "Bird" is a mugger and i despised her...... The truth is i have never once despised her..... I always teased Alfred for his punctured speed in programming...... The truth is i feel that he is the most well versed programmer in the group and the most respected as well..... I always shelled Shermaine for being "low class" (Di Ji) during LTB...... The truth is Shermaine is probably one of the most important member of the group....... The list just goes on........ But i know someone who don't bicker back...... Got hurt many times..... And i felt worse than her because im the root of it all...... All the disagreements are started by me..... Me, me and me....... All because of my stupid mouth........ I really wish that one day, i will become the person to get angry instead...... Something that really anger me that i can become angry about...... Why do i have the queer thought??? Its really because that i dont want to have the impression that its always me that is destroying the dynamics....... Why its always me??? Urrrggghhhhh...... This sucks, sucks bad..... Sucks to the core...... Bah bah....... _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, October 25, 2005 Just had dinner that comprises of a two piece chicken meal from some Western stall...... Mum wanted to go on a diet and yet ate the entire pack of fries and stole half a piece of chicken from me....... Lol..... Way to go, Mum..... What a great diet plan....... Got a shock when Mum asked me who i wanna invite for my Bro's wedding that's scheduled November next year...... I thought the question kinda premature and guess what? The hotel are already fully booked...... Goshhh...... Its one year away and its fully booked...... Didnt know that wedding preparation goes to such extend........ Ya gotta booked your dinner a year earlier...... Anyway, i just asked for one slot....... :p Is it just me or everyone else..... I seem to remember pain more vividly than joy....... A queer thought that struck me when im in a lift...... Weird...... I re-evaluated my character....... Im egoistic, insensitive and selfish....... I have a bad character...... Its just bad and i know it...... Bahhh...... Chatted with Mum for abit and got to know about second auntie medical conditions....... It doesnt sounds good....... Affectionately as "Ji Yi" (Hokkien)..... Shes a great cook...... I simply love her cooking....... Used to stay in her house during my holidays and played with my cousins then...... It was fun and we were real naughty those days but she seldom got angry...... Always treating me to a good meal in Macdonalds...... Pampering me with Ang Bao and gifts every now and then even though she is never well to do to begin with........ Struck with a horrible disease, "Ji Yi" currently combating it with chemotherapy...... Started losing hair and the once cheery face appear gaunt now...... Its really saddening to hear that...... "Ji Yi", please be strong in fighting this disease...... This entry will be dedicated to my beloved "Ji Yi"....... "Please be strong and get well soon..... Though im already an adult now but i still want you to bring me to Macdonald just like before" -Ah Teng- _________________________________________________________________ Monday, October 24, 2005 "1st To Die" is kinda interesting...... Linsay Boxer though...... Not the famous Alex Cross....... Just slightly less than half through and the killings had barely started...... Let the story unfolds...... Wooottt...... Saturday was spent creating methods for my S.E part and slacking with Nat....... Went for Anna's 21st...... Happy Birthday Anna...... :> Caught "Flightplan" with LN,Ed and Jiahui...... Not bad a movie..... Interesting plot but seems to lack something there...... I cant really make out what that element is but theres just this missing piece...... Worth a run for your money but make it on a weekday..... :p Slept almost the whole day yesterday...... Arrrgghhh..... Im horrible....... :< Done some research on FSO but its kinda difficult to get certain information...... Bahhhh...... "Meow Meow" and Networking goes up on my priority list..... S.E under control right now...... The gear had shifted and we're right on track and ready to kick ass...... ~Siaoz Gao, Luo Han makes me smile :>~ _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, October 20, 2005 Last chapter of "Four Blind Mice"....... The best of all the Alex Cross series i have read so far....... Helluva book........ Atrocities of the war hur hur...... Murders that traced back to the Vietnam war........ Straw dolls, Calling cards....... Go find it out yourself...... 8.5/10..... Next book would still be the Alex Cross series...... "1st To Die" by James Patterson....... Gotta roll...... Time has once again wheezed past....... Last day of Week 9 before you know it........ Hell week is creeping near......... Slowly but surely....... Alright, maybe its not that slow afterall...... Peepz, lets just hang in there alright....... Go go go........ _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, October 16, 2005 I totally adored my "Chao Turtle"...... Its like how cute lah...... Today was really unexpected....... Prayer answered...... "Chao Turtle"....... Lol...... I love my "Chao Turtle"........ Hohohoho........ Thank you so much..... Iludd...... _________________________________________________________________ Bahhhh....... Food for thoughts...... Food for thoughts...... Guy with a attitude and I got the brunt of it all...... I ended up being the bad guy....... Applause, applause....... My view point..... I cant stand peepz not giving two shit for other peepz feelings...... Especially someone whom is close to me being the victim of some real shitty attitude...... And i reacted in a rude way in which i could have done better...... But that smug face on the guy got the better of me...... Oh well..... Life is great....... Maybe next time i should remain indifferent when anyone i care for was being subjected to some kind of attitude...... Hohohoho....... Merry Christmas....... Standing ovation to the biggest loser in the world....... Well done, Ray...... Bravo...... _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, October 13, 2005 Wheeeee....... My wife is finally operationally ready...... After a lull period of a week or so..... Two major events happened during this lull period but haven really got a chance to capture it...... - Dearie Birthday - Leong Leong Wedding Will write more soon..... S.E is driving us crazy..... We are really spending a good whole chunk of our time on this module and still behind schedule..... This really one helluva crazy module...... None can be worse...... Finished "Cry To Heaven"...... Kinda tragic yet beautiful story....... The plot is intricately woven together...... Lol..... Not bad for a read but be prepared for lotsa dictionary flipping if your vocab is as bad as mine...... Gives a nice reflection of 18th century Italy and opera singing...... 7.5/10 Next novel would be back to the Alex Cross series again...... "Four Blind Mice" by James Patterson...... Picked this book up during a bazaar in school for two bucks....... I jumped at the offer and grabbed it without hesitation...... Wakakakaka....... Two bucks...... Dirt cheap....... Alright...... Enough ranting from me, gotta prepare for school and more S.E....... Cheerios....... LSLCISBT signing off...... _________________________________________________________________ Monday, October 10, 2005 Wheeeee......... Been a great period for the past few days........ Its really been great....... Happy Birthday Dearie........ :) _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, October 04, 2005 Still blogging through my bro's..... My wife still flirting around in the service center...... Its funny how easily someone can do a reversal on me....... Seriously stunned....... Im turning gay because of the current Anne Rice's novel..... Bahhhh^^^ _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, October 02, 2005 ~Before The Throne Of God Above~ Before the throne of God above I have a strong, a perfect plea A great High Priest whose name is Love Who ever lives and pleads for me My name is graven on His hands My name is written on His heart I know that while in heaven He stands No tongue can bid me thence depart No tongue can bid me thence depart When Satan tempts me to despair And tells me of the guilt within Upward I look and see Him there Who made an end to all my sin Because the sinless Savior died My sinful soul is counted free For God the Just is satisfied To look on Him and pardon me To look on Him and pardon me Behold Him there! The risen Lamb My perfect, spotless righteousness The great unchangeable I AM The King of glory and of grace One with Himself I cannot die My soul is purchased with His blood My life is hid with Christ on high With Christ my Savior and my God With Christ my Savior and my God One with Himself I cannot die My soul is purchased with His blood My life is hid with Christ on high With Christ my Savior and my God With Christ my Savior and my God With Christ my Savior and my God _________________________________________________________________ |
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