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 Anna, LN and Me~~ 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: my fren say u v shuaii 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: HAHAHA Ray~Yay, Shes Back ~~~ says: lol she kenna bluff la Ray~Yay, Shes Back ~~~ says: haha this photo can cheat ppl 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: hahaha 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: wahlaoo 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: but u really look damn nice 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: HAHAHA 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: and ur nose look dman sharp 安娜 : desensitised sugar rush says: abit ABC kind Wahahaha........ I already cheated one....... Kekekeke.......... Good enough for me...... :P Pics are not trust-worthy....... Wakakaka......... :p _________________________________________________________________
 Dubious Pics, Lol~~~ _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, July 30, 2005 Yesterday was great........ Wheeeee........ Coz shes back........ Yay.......... :> Wheeeee........ Today's great too......... But exhaustion sets in towards the end of it......... Went to work for the first half of the day........ Half day always pass in a blink of an eye........ Shiok....... Followed by the nua-ing session at Nat's before the BBQ at Jacq's......... La la la la......... Evil mojo zapper..... Wakakaka....... :p The BBQ session was kinda cool........ Make me feel at home right away......... Everyone kinda friendly and sociable....... So did i make the cut?? I sure hope that i blast it home......... But its hard to judge........ Anyway i had fun and i ate like almost the whole packet of Jelly....... Its so yummy and have a cube of nata de coco in it......... Glutton Ray........ :p Kudos to all for the BBQ invitation and the food....... Compensated by being the chef......... :p Wei Jie, Bryan, Charles, Jacq, Sharon, Felicia, Elaine, Dawn, Candice........ Hope i dont miss anyone out......... Great knowing those new peepz........ :> Wheeee........ Started the second installation of "Left Behind"....... Rock solid kick ass stuff........ Gonna read all the books....... Fascinating!!!! Alright.... Gonna turn in soon....... Night peepz.......... ~Thanks for everything for the past two days, LA LA LA LA~~~ _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, July 28, 2005 4am now......... Bahhh....... Couldnt sleep at all...... Tried to force myself to slumber but to no avail....... Even a 5km jog in da evening couldnt konked me out....... Just only wish that i could wind down the clock to 630pm now........ Decided to skip work......... So i could stay home to chill and also to watch the DVD series...... Wakakaka........ Shiok........ Haven do that in recent times......... Holiday is nearing to an end and im really sick of working......... Wanna spend more time doing things i enjoy more......... So many books to read, so many series to watch, so many things to learn and so many games to play......... Bahhhh.......... Felt bad though as i needed the cash urgently........ Kinda in an overdraft mode right now........ I always hate it when im depending on da family........ Hate to ask for financial aids from my parents........ I think its a common trend among most under-grads dudes......... Coz army gave us a taste of financial freedom......... At least for most ya if ya dont splurge.......... My meagre military allowance could actually do me by quite comfortably........ So many plans but yet so little funds.......... Wanna back-pack most of Asia before i grad, go for the "Valet" program which Jason told me about during our YEP, BSM, international exchange, Work and Travel USA........ Bahhh........ But if im gonna do any of da above...... I hope to be doing it with her........ :> Coz most of da above are more than a few months......... Less than 2 weeks could almost wreaked me........ I really could not even attempt to entertain thoughts on the time framing of months......... Which actually render me a dependant dude emotionally........ Thats bad hur......... Sudden thought of future plans lately......... Gonna try to make as much contacts in the Academia scene....... I really hope to be working in a MNC and keeping my fingers crossed in obtaining a full sponsorship for my masters then P.H.D......... Bahhh....... Dont wanna think too much about the future....... The outline is already drawn and thats good enough for me......... Hope its not bleak........ Been a long time since i rant on and on......... Incoherent once again on long post....... But thats me hur hur....... Random thoughts springing all over........ Sis seems to be well again......... Whats the outcome?? I do not dare probe......... As long as she is happy........ Any prick who dare harm my Sis shall go under my sword......... "Sword Of The Curse" that is........ Kekeke.......... All da best, Sis........ Packed my room a little........ Went through all da sweet stuff i got........ Im bless with good friends and loved ones....... What can i say?? Prolly slotting in a early morning jog........ Cool morning breeze with a great mood to couple along makes the jog invigorating........ Wooot........ Ciaoz......... ~13 more hours till Golden Mile~ _________________________________________________________________ Wednesday, July 27, 2005 ~Less than 24 hours~ _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, July 26, 2005
 Sleepy Heads~ Wassup folks....... Just 9 days ago....... Im sleeping like a log just like the above pic on a Silk Air jet to Chengdu, China........ Been a great trip........ Everything is cheap over there........ Bahhh....... Can of beer for 30 cents........ Beat that....... A meal equivalent to Ding Tai Feng or Crystal Jade is about $7-8 Sing....... Food is especially good and cheap over at Chengdu.......... Entertainment as well....... A game of bowling would price at 60 cents each......... KTV at $10 Sin with half a dozen beer to go along........ Sigh~~~ But the fashion scene there kinda atrocious........ Boooo........ Cant really find any good kill....... Only managed to get some nice comfy shorts, 3 nice t-shirts and a poser bag....... Thats about it........ I was hoping to bring back like a couple dozen of tees....... Bahhh........ Helluva time for me......... Great experiences........... Will not be blogging about the events that happened each day........ Will die trying......... Lol......... Anyway i would be photo blogging periodically about this wonderful trip....... :p Kudos to LN's mum and dad........ Ln, Hui Ying, Jiahui, Edmund and Anna for making this trip such a memorable time for me......... *Deep Bow* Finished "Left Behind".......... Great book.......... "Seven-Sealed Scroll" made the deepest impression unto me......... Fascinating~~~ Will continue the series when Nat is back to lend me the second installation......... Clingy grown bigger yet again........ Growing fast hur hur......... Big boy now ya........ And he started intruding my bed already....... Already sleeping on the bed......... Boooo........ Gonna have lesser leg room because of Clingy........ Shucks........ Meow~~ ~2 More Days~ _________________________________________________________________
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 ~Chengdu Peepz~ _________________________________________________________________ Monday, July 18, 2005 Blogging for the sake of blogging...... Am at the airport right now........ Booo...... Leaving on a jet plane in 20 minutes time........ Ciaoz peepz...... :p _________________________________________________________________ Chengdu, China...... 18th - 25th July....... Miss me peepz....... :p _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, July 17, 2005
 ~~Thammarugam Ray S/O Lawrence Shankar~~ Woott........ Though i have been using Picasa for a long time now, but its only today that i notice some of the cool features which they have....... Kinda cool hur....... Not the model of course but the effects........ Yay...... Kinda bummed the whole day away.......... Bahhh.......... Clingy bit me on the nipple........ Bahhh...... Theres no milk there, dumb Clingy........ Bahhh...... Bah Boo, Bah Boo, Bah Boo.......... _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, July 16, 2005 Lol...... Hilarious........ :> -------- Security and Privacy 101 -------- 1> Place a rubbish bin behind an ajar door to prevent door from sliding back. 2> Position your pet right at the door such that the pet act as an alarm system to any family members coming back home. 3> Always ready to assume "Chop Chilli Chop" stance and not forgetting the "cute and cuddly" facial expression. 4> Close all doors leading to the room so that any door creaking would signal intruders. 5> Leave the lappie open as a pretentious attempt at doing something. -------- Security and Privacy 101 -------- If all else fail, stuff your right/left ass with lotsa tissue paper......... :p Kekeke......... Cheerios peepz........ _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, July 14, 2005 The orientation camp over........ Wheeeee......... Im officially Thammarugam Ray S/O Lawrence Shankar Upgraded from Mohd Ray to Thammarugam Ray........ Wooootttt.......... Somebody please hand me a SK-II whitening lotion........ Thank you........ Shag....... ZZzzzzZZZZzzzzZZzzzZZZZzzz......... _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, July 12, 2005 ---------- If ---------- If theres a moment when i feel touched, Yes, there is, and thats magical. If theres a night when i am stumped for words, Yes, there is, and thats tonight. If theres a chance when my feelings are thrown into disarray, Yes, there is, and here it goes. If theres a note which I hold for keeps, Yes, there is, and thats your note. If theres a person whom willing to go the extra mile, Yes, there is, and thats a girl. If theres a girl whom i hold dearest, Yes, there is and thats my girl. And if that girl has a name. Yes, she has and thats Natalie And if i have not tell you so, I love you deep, for you, my dear. ---------- If ---------- What she did warrant my super mushy posts alright....... Just dont read if you cant stand....... :p Bite me peepz........ Bleachz........ :p _________________________________________________________________ Monday, July 11, 2005 What can i say??? Met the freshies for the first time....... 8/14 of them......... Generally ok.......... Dont wanna be judgemental......... But first impression definitely not impressive hur hur........ Lets see how it turns out during the course of three days........ Crashed Yang's and Sarah's over at Marche.......... Had lunch with them and chilled there crapping........ Lol......... Crapped lots today......... Sarah thought im Korean when she first saw me......... She told me this over lunch...... Bahhhh......... So far, i have only gotten Jap, Thai, Malay, Viet as my other possible nationalities......... Korea is a first on the list......... Its just the tanned complexion prolly......... Im like how Singaporean/Chinese lah........ At least my speech could vouch for that....... Met dearie to pass her the pants......... And met another of the panelist........ "The Panel Of Truth"......... Lmao........ I met 3 of them already......... Dawn, Fel and Candice........ And prolly a few more to go......... Hmm........ Usually i wont give two hoots about how peepz think of me........ But maybe this time its a bit different hur hur......... So dearie...... Update me on my performance yah............ Lol....... Comments or anything........ Wakakaka.......... Maybe it does matter a little this time round......... :> Gonna pack my stuff and attempt to sleep early tonight........ 7am in school tomorrow....... Goshhhh........ Deado......... Circle Circle Circle.......... Till Friday then bloggie........ Gonna miss someone real bad hur hur.......... ~~4 more days, a minute passed is a minute sooner~~ _________________________________________________________________ Great supper over at 85....... Been long hur hur........ Found a new dish........ The mix organs soup also kinda nice........ I think i will start craving for it real soon........ Crapped lots with LN, Ed, Anna, Hui Ying and Jiahui...... Those lame Hong Kong accent cracking everyone up....... Lmao....... Anyway the itinerary was kinda planned in a certain sense....... Wakakaka........ Hui Ying left early as the rest adjourned over to Anna's for a mahjong session........ Im outta the game to chill and watch them pitting their wits over those tiles......... Which render me the chance to blog right now.......... Kinda cool to catch up with them after so long........ Great night...... Kekeke...... Darn Singtel roadshow for ending so late...... Booooo......... :< Gonna meet my freshies tomorrow morning....... Apprehensive?? Not really...... Maybe just dont wanna dampen their mood before the actual camp itself....... Gonna think of what im gonna do in another 8 hours time......... Gotta drop by Nat's to drop the pants........ Tomorrow gonna be a day to read those Ops Manual and stuff....... Till later to update pics and also hows the freshies briefing went........ Cheerios....... _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, July 09, 2005
 Section 2...... Lead The Sheeps...... Mehhhh...... _________________________________________________________________
 Wooot........ The Enthu Soft Skill Peepz...... The last hurdle had been cleared....... And now its left with the camp itself........ Bahhh........ The pre-orientation dinner kinda hard to organize as well......... Short notices and weekends?? I dont blame them really.......... So to achieve a fairly high response, drastic measures were needed i guess........ Gonna push it to Monday......... Information overload yeah........ Too overwhelming........ The power cord was plugged from me halfway through the briefing......... Bahhh........ Wasnt really listening then.......... Prefer to read the manual to get a better grasp of things.......... Lunch with the soft skill peepz was great........ Lol......... Its real nice.......... Crapped about my dating style and my notion of being romantic......... Lmao........ Then Cristina being oblivious to certain things just kept rallying on with me......... Lol........ It was so hilarious and i kept on going....... About the 70 cents "Bee Hoon", squatting down at a bus stop to eat.......... Then Cristina was like shooting; "Aiyoh, then how u get gals huh" kinda statement......... Lol....... My dearie was just sitting beside her and grinning from ear to ear.......... Lol....... Its really hilarious to peepz like Chuan Yao, Jerry, Wei Chong who knew........ And definitely most interesting to the male and female protagonist........ :p Though i was crapping about those dating styles but one thing which i sincerely believed in is; With the right person, everything just seems right. Which had been for me........ :> Nat pull a fast one on me......... Lol....... But in any case, i love it too......... Home cooked food tasted just as good......... Sly little gal hur hur........ *Grinz* Caught Schindler's List with Nat........ Kickass....... A good portrayal of the persecution of jews....... Its really cruel and inhumane........ Bahhh......... A really good show........ And a long one at that....... 3 hours and 14 minutes.......... 4/5.......... Real sweeeeeettttt day for me.......... La la la la......... ~Coconut flesh scraper, dish washer, customer for hair dryer and story reader, love them all~ _________________________________________________________________ Friday, July 08, 2005 ---------- Antwone Fisher ---------- Who will cry for the little boy, lost and all alone? Who will cry for the little boy, abandoned without his own? Who will cry for the little boy? He cried himself to sleep. Who will cry for the little boy? He never had for keeps. Who will cry for the little boy? He walked the burning sand. Who will cry for the little boy? The boy inside the man. Who will cry for the little boy? Who knows well hurt and pain. Who will cry for the little boy? He died and died again. Who will cry for the little boy? A good boy he tried to be. Who will cry for the little boy, who cries inside of me? ---------- Antwone Fisher ---------- Powerful poem it is........... Great show........... Antwone Fisher it is.......... Kickass stuff........ Had dinner with Crystal, Alina, Josh and Sebas after the performances thingy......... Its getting somewhere but im still kinda perplexed by certain issues......... Bahhhh........... Yesterday evening was good.......... Helped out Adrain, Shermaine and Bird with the life line thingy for the war game......... Its really lotsa work........ Kudos the unsung heros.......... The bestest 3 hours hur hur......... No words could describe that......... Cheerios peepz.......... _________________________________________________________________ Thursday, July 07, 2005 ---------- And So It Goes, King's Singer --------- In every heart, there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds of lovers past Until a new one comes along. I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose. But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break. And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows. So I will choose to be with you As if the choice were mine to make For you can make decisions too And you can have this heart to break. And so it goes and so it goes And you're the only one who knows. ---------- And So It Goes, King's Singer --------- Real soothing....... Though its kinda sad but i feel the romantic inkling in it.......... Enjoy peepz........ _________________________________________________________________ La La La........ So happy.......... :) Update tomorrow.......... ~~~ Every knots on the band just so precious and dear ~~~ _________________________________________________________________ Tuesday, July 05, 2005 Donned my jogging gear after punching a few cops and got busted in San Andreas........ Lol........ Will tried playing that when im free........ Jogged about 7km........ Was real great......... Got my runner's high around 3km mark........ And was a breeze till the end........ Wanna go for the tenth but just wanna reserved some strength for tomorrow courses........ Woot....... Swimming in da morning before the session........ Stopped reading "IT" since weeks ago....... Nat intro-ed my current read....... "Left behind"........ Real good and addictive.......... Im hooked on......... Will write more about it when im ready......... :p LA LA LA.......... Till tomorrow bloggie......... _________________________________________________________________ Monday, July 04, 2005 Wooot........ Clingy had become bigger, faster and fitter........ Kekeke........ Love him lots........ But he tend to bite lots nowdays......... Hmm........ Teething?? Worked till 9pm today........ Lol....... Its so comical to see the cranky side of Joanne and Annie........ We are all stressed by the current influx of the invoices.......... My mandarin improved during this stint in Exel........ Lol........ Sweeeetttt.......... Though the pay kinda pathetic but the main reason why i continue and enjoy working there is the great working culture......... :) _________________________________________________________________ -------- 100 Years, Five For Fighting -------- I'm 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20 And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are I'm 22 for a moment She feels better than ever And we're on fire Making our way back from Mars 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to lose 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live I'm 33 for a moment Still the man, but you see I'm a they A kid on the way A family on my mind I'm 45 for a moment The sea is high And I'm heading into a crisis Chasing the years of my life 15 there's still time for you Time to buy, Time to lose yourself Within a morning star 15 I'm all right with you 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live Half time goes by Suddenly you’re wise Another blink of an eye 67 is gone The sun is getting high We're moving on... I'm 99 for a moment Dying for just another moment And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are 15 there's still time for you 22 I feel her too 33 you’re on your way Every day's a new day... 15 there's still time for you Time to buy and time to choose Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this When you only got 100 years to live -------- 100 Years, Five For Fighting -------- :> _________________________________________________________________
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 85 soon dudes...... I miss ya guys lots....... _________________________________________________________________ Intriguing stuff heard.......... The verses on the twelve spies......... Really intriguing......... Still fresh in my mind......... And im gonna surf the net to find out about the entry to the promise land........ How the giants was defeated with the help of the almighty........ Interesting stuff......... Good job Nat...... On your singing........ Though i couldnt really make out your voice among the mass...... Hope ya attained the high E note hur hur......... Somebody a Soprano hur hur...... :p The afternoon nap rejuvenate me........... I needed that.......... Depriving of sleep voluntarily throughout the whole week.......... And the few hours really did me good....... Watched "Everything Goes" with Nat, Deneesa (Prolly Typo), Chloe and John........ John supposely another guy that looked like me........ Though once again i do not think so, but a few critics certainly did......... Took that as a compliment as i thought John looked pretty decent....... :p The musical was well worth the 22 bucks....... Saw some familiar faces in the cast and more familiar faces in the audiences........ Would catch it again next year........ Tied up with Alina for the facil thingy......... Woot........ In certain sense, im not really alone hur hur......... At least have another solid facil to back me up........ Had supper with Nat and Shawn after the musical........ The Briyani really humongous......... Sweet home Alabama........... :> Night bloggie......... _________________________________________________________________ Sunday, July 03, 2005
 JB Phone Booth~~ Wheeeee......... JB was kinda fun......... Bought a shoe bag, a nice tee and Schindler's List......... Wooootttt......... But im still looking for Seven........ Grrrr......... One helluva show that kinda difficult to search for now........ The ticketing system of the theatre kinda screwed up....... So many queues converging to only 4 ticketing booths........ Bahhhh......... 1 hour wasted........ Watched War Of The Worlds.......... Arrrggghhhh......... Another hyped up show that disgusted me......... Kinda lame........ Other than the special effects......... Theres nothing to great about it.......... 2.5/5......... Lose faith in Sci-Fi show hur hur....... Still liked medieval epic bestttt.......... Cheerios peepz.......... _________________________________________________________________ Saturday, July 02, 2005 Ahhhhh........ Going for the jugular....... Lol....... Its almost fatal after three days of exhaustive, sleep depriving mock camp and still cycled, swam........ First visit to Ubin....... Kinda cool........ Met Nat as early as 10am and brought her to sample the Changi Village's delicacy....... Nahhhh....... Not Nasi Lemak but "Cutlet Horfun"....... Quite yummy........ Cycled around the island........ Met a kiddo along the way......... Happy kid for now, but what about later?? Food for thoughts hur....... One of his comments cracked me a little....... Lol....... "Ku Ku Jiao Zhai Ni Mien".......... Lmao........ And in the presence of a lady........ Aiyohhh........ Lol.......... Nat suffered 42 bites from Mozzies within 20 minutes........ Goshh......... Literally my "Mosquito Nat"........... Poor gal......... Went for a refreshing swim at Tampines Safra after the cycling trip........ Swimming always feels good........ 10 laps this time though........ A leisure one at that......... Real nice........ Met Joseph for dinner before going to the Airport to send Nat's pal off; Mich........ Nat's crankiness lasted for a while before konking out back on the train ride........ Lol......... Energizer Bunny to Dead Log.......... Had dinner at Chomp Chomp today......... Adjourned to photo seeing and bumming......... Lol....... The world real small......... Saw Darren on the album and it happen to be Dawn's SOS....... Our life are all intertwined........ ~~~ Kc - Skirting the edges of the big N. In mathematics, X and Y were always the answers; but in life no one knows. says: of coz la...u are frolicking in bliss... Kc - Skirting the edges of the big N. In mathematics, X and Y were always the answers; but in life no one knows. says: haha... Ray~My Mosquito Nat~~~ says: haha frolicking in bliss Ray~My Mosquito Nat~~~ says: i like the sound of that Ray~My Mosquito Nat~~~ says: haha ~~~ Cheerios Peepz........... _________________________________________________________________ Friday, July 01, 2005 Wheeeee........... Ubin cycling, swimming and plane watching........... What a day for me......... Wheeeeee........... Update more tomorrow........ Kinda shagged now........... La la la la la........... _________________________________________________________________ |
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